oh boy(s)...

Why doesn't he know yet? Can’t he get the hint? Just yesterday we were talking at school and he texted me last night, and almost every text had a smiley face in it. And today nothing. I’m tired of always being the one who has to start the conversations and such. For one I would love if he would. Why… he is one of my really good friends and I would never want to lose him. He is super good at any sport he does and is supa dupa funny… exactly my type. Why can’t he tell? After all he is the one who started talking to me over spring break this past year. I had nothing to do with him; we were in the same group of friends, so I knew him pretty well. But one day over spring break he messaged me on facebook, and we hit it off. But then when we got back to school he started talking to my best friend. Just like every other guy that I've liked, it was happening all over again. I was tired of being used by some of my best girlfriends. We had soooo much in common. People said we would look so cute together since he is really tall, and I’m pretty short. I just don’t know. I spent so much time worrying if that other guy was talking to her and not me.  She said she didn't like him, but that’s what she said about this guy too: Last year my best friend introduced me to this really nice guy who supposedly liked me and we hit it off really well! He told me he liked me and I said that I liked him too, I thought he was going to ask me out or something but then he said that he was just too busy with sports, and school, and everything. I was devastated. That was in September 2011, then in December 2011 he and my best friend started dating. I was mad yes, because neither one of then told me about it. He actually told me before my best friend did. I didn't know what to do… haha I was only a freshman in high school and everything seemed to be falling apart at the time. Now looking back it sounds incredibly stupid. I guess if someone really wanted you, they’d actually put some effort into trying to get your attention, and make sacrifices for you. They wouldn't just tell you they liked you; they’d show you in every little way possible. I think that the more you get to know someone the more beautiful they become to you, you start thinking of things you want to do together as friends and such. Sure, they mystery goes away, but discovering something new about them is so interesting. Now she is out of the picture and me and him are best friends, he comes to me for girl advice and I go to him for guy advice, so it really worked out.  I guess things really do happen for a reason, something’s we just never will know.

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                                                                xxoo Lindsay